Currently Listening Private Press By DJ Shadow six days see related

knowledge

i was just thinking about the bibles adam and eve story ( im not a religious person i just like to read all different types of religons.

and i really understand now why god didnt want adam and eve to eat  the fruit from the tree of knowledge. i guess i never gave it much though but it seems in my case and im sure in many other,  the more we know,  the more we see past the bullshit that is fed to us, . the more and more we become unhappy with  the world and our surrounding,  the more we annylize things,  the more we relieze that shit is out of control,  the more knowledge we obtain,  the more upset we become about our current situation and the fustration that we feel towards the ignorant for not being able to SEE  what lies infornt of their faces 

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wow its been a minute since i have been on here! i gotta get back on here. nothing new here just taking a retrospective look at my life for the most part

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NEW JOINT

take it however u wanna take it the lines in qoutations " " thats my other self read and enjoy oh and she is not my other self for those of u that dont understand

SHES MOVED ON

HEAD STRONG

ALONE IN MY OWN DARKNESS

WE KNEW EACH OTHER SINCE WE WERE KIDS

MY OTHER SELF IS THERE NO LONGER TO HOLD HER DOWN

MAN

I DROWN IN MY OWN FEARS

AND TEARS

I FEEL LIKE A FOOL HOLDIN ON

BUT NOTHING LAST FOREVER

I GUESS SHE'LL BE BETTER

OFF

WHATEVER MAKES HER HAPPY

THATS FINE WITH ME

AS MY HEART DROPS TO MY GUT

MY OTHER SELF SAYS "YO L"

" MAN UP"

"STOP THINKING ABOUT IT"

"START DRINKING ABOUT IT"

RELAPS NO

"MOVE ON"

"NOT HOLD ON"

"FIND SOMEONE"

WHY  WHEN YOU FOUND WHATS NEEDED TO BE FOUND

BUT MY EVIL SUCKED THE LIFE OUT OF THE RELATIONSHIP

AND WE BOTH JUMPED SHIP

HEADED FOR 2 DIFFERENT ISLAND

2 SOULS LOST LOOKING FOR HAPPINESS

WELL ATLEAST IM LOST

A LOST CAUSE

ALONE IN MY OWN DARKNESS

HOLDIN ON TO MY LAST BREATH

OF JOY

CANT BLAME HER FOR LEAVING FROM THE PAIN I DEPLOYED

YOU KNOW MY OTHER SELF YOU GOTTA GO

CAUSE THERE IS ONLY ROOM FOR ONE OF US IN MY DOME

AND I DONT FEEL LIKE SPLITTING IT TO MAKE U A HOME

"I WONT MIND YOU NEED ME FOR A LAUGH"

"I WAS THE HIDDEN YOU IN THE PAST" 

"I WAS THE BEST TIME OF YOUR LIFE"

"YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT ME"

"YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT"

I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THE EVIL

I CAN LIVE WITHOUT THE PAIN

I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU

SO LEAVE AND DONT COME BACK AGAIN

REMEMBER I SAID THERES NOT ENOUGH ROOM IN MY HOME

TRY TO PUSH YOUR WAY BACK AND IM GONNA SPLIT MY DOME

Currently Reading Imperial America : Reflections on the United States of Amnesia By Gore Vidal see related

hey what up check it a piece of bin laden remix lyrics

i pledge no alligence

fuck the presidents speeches

what the industry did to Pac

they did to jesus

rapin his vocal

and then destroying the message

try to deport us

if they cant destroy and arrest us

government fronted religon

but they heart is empty

like a televanglist preaching out of his bentley

callin abortion murder in a medical building

but dont give a fuck about bombing iraqi children

damn those are some hot lyrics

oh by the way check it out  some karma right here i'm talking about what goes around comes around

i never knew my father, so i was doing some research on the internet and guess what i found.  a missing ad, my father looking for his birth parents. he didnt find out he was adopted until he was 47 damn harsh, but all i can do is laugh and say how does it feel! i know it is him because of the info on the page his birth date his adoptive parents name so if all this info match up with some one else that a lot of coincedence im still laughing but one thought can not get out of my mind is damn thats my blood too. so im in the same boat in a way?

NOW THE PLOT OF MY LIFE THICKENS

AND I GOT NO ONE TO LISTEN

EXCEPT MY OTHER SELF AND HE'S MISSIN/

I'VE HEARD IF YOU CAN'T STAND THE HEAT GET OUT OF THE KITCHEN

BUT I CANT JUMP OUT OF MY OWN SKIN

THESE FUCKIN THOUGHTS ABOUT MY KIN

DAMN WHY CAN'T I LET IT GO

WHAT DOES IT MATTER (I DONT KNOW)

I GUESS I JUST LOVE TO DESPIZE

SOME TIMES JUST WANNA PERMENTALLY CLOSE MY EYES

food for thought

Are your beliefs real because you've taken time and energy to evaluate reality, or are they yours because of the things that you've been taught by your parents, your teachers, the newscasters, the politicians, the people who would like to dictate your reality to you?

like i said just food for thought most people get upset and defensive when i say this to them in a conversation!  and i just laugh like i am crazy

oh wait i am